my lonely life

I can not always strong. These tears sometimes can fall without my knowing it. sick ....!! Want shouted. There will never be a help. I can only tell them. but they will never know what I feel. I changed my way of life. which occurs only .....

I was lonely not need anything. difficult for me to say. want to run from reality. but I walk my own way, always smiling through the sadness. This is me ...
I can only pause a moment ...
I can only contemplate the situation around me ...
I'm the only silent waiting for the miracle ...

could only surrender to the power of ...
I am ashamed of my self ..
is only controlled by the season ...

I'm confused ...
it is very ...
unspeakable ...
I want to find a deeper silence again ...
that people would never know I'm where ...
I want to stay away from this situation ...
his situation before I hate ...
This is my hate ..
my lonely life ....